Hey guys,
I am finding a bit stressed staying away from my blog for sometime, and crave to write something. I don't want to be the usual drama queen again as my past few fictious blogs, even I am getting bored and I can understand how you guys would feel.
So let me tell you, this is gonna be the real me again, far away from all dramas and literature. Of course this is gonna be cool as me ;) and the dreamy romantic me!
So I am going through my new phase of life, indeed it is. Something that I never experienced till this age. Everyone's surprised, at the age to settle down this crazy girl has taken such a stupid move? Yeah in their angle may be it's stupid. But the ones really knows me have faith in me and backed my decision. So not of much suspenses here, the step taken by me is to change the direction of my career and that too in a different place , different culture and leaving back my only real close ones behind. But this is someone else 's explanation about my move. Coz my close ones knows what a hard step was that for me as there was nothing left in the usual path to reach my dreams. I haven't left anything or anyone behind which was close to my heart. That's me, they are still in my heart so safely locked in my special locker.
So now I m in a new place, where I don't even know the language, but have hope that there is nothing in this world which is not feasible , even if I say this "not feasible " a lot of times to the weird business requirements :P At first it was sort of dilemma and was feeling upset about the move . At sometime I even thought I did make a wrong decision. But you know, the one principle we have to keep in mind is, never regret for what we already did. There is some reason for everything that has happened. As the great words, experiences makes a man. So the first two weeks were terrible! Yes, it was. I was getting upset and crying in the closed room at hotel back from work everyday! I felt like I have come to a different planet and left back my whole world behind, the world where my dear ones belongs.
After the second week my family was here and we had the busiest days settling down at my new place. It was busy and happiest days after the long sorrowful days. But when they left, I could feel I am stepping back to my sad days again. I dint show my pain in front of them, but couldn't control the tears after shutting the door behind. The whole night I thought about my life till this age and was constantly crying. I missed every part of it.
The day after that, I woke up from my sleep with a fresh feeling, a decision in my mind, that I have to embrace this new life too. My life is nothing that should be wasted over thinking and I know nothing has changed other than I being in a different place. And what's there in distance when we know true love resides in our heart. People who really want you would stick on you wherever you be, whatever the situation be. I am lucky enough to have a bunch of such people in my life, whom I can count on when I say "they won't leave me".
From then I feel excited about this new phase of my life and I m enjoying every single bit of it. Once these would be added as experience and memories in my diary. That time I should have a ton of memories to pen down and I don't want to stare at myself thinking, what I was doing all those years there.
I am finding a bit stressed staying away from my blog for sometime, and crave to write something. I don't want to be the usual drama queen again as my past few fictious blogs, even I am getting bored and I can understand how you guys would feel.
So let me tell you, this is gonna be the real me again, far away from all dramas and literature. Of course this is gonna be cool as me ;) and the dreamy romantic me!
So I am going through my new phase of life, indeed it is. Something that I never experienced till this age. Everyone's surprised, at the age to settle down this crazy girl has taken such a stupid move? Yeah in their angle may be it's stupid. But the ones really knows me have faith in me and backed my decision. So not of much suspenses here, the step taken by me is to change the direction of my career and that too in a different place , different culture and leaving back my only real close ones behind. But this is someone else 's explanation about my move. Coz my close ones knows what a hard step was that for me as there was nothing left in the usual path to reach my dreams. I haven't left anything or anyone behind which was close to my heart. That's me, they are still in my heart so safely locked in my special locker.
So now I m in a new place, where I don't even know the language, but have hope that there is nothing in this world which is not feasible , even if I say this "not feasible " a lot of times to the weird business requirements :P At first it was sort of dilemma and was feeling upset about the move . At sometime I even thought I did make a wrong decision. But you know, the one principle we have to keep in mind is, never regret for what we already did. There is some reason for everything that has happened. As the great words, experiences makes a man. So the first two weeks were terrible! Yes, it was. I was getting upset and crying in the closed room at hotel back from work everyday! I felt like I have come to a different planet and left back my whole world behind, the world where my dear ones belongs.
After the second week my family was here and we had the busiest days settling down at my new place. It was busy and happiest days after the long sorrowful days. But when they left, I could feel I am stepping back to my sad days again. I dint show my pain in front of them, but couldn't control the tears after shutting the door behind. The whole night I thought about my life till this age and was constantly crying. I missed every part of it.
The day after that, I woke up from my sleep with a fresh feeling, a decision in my mind, that I have to embrace this new life too. My life is nothing that should be wasted over thinking and I know nothing has changed other than I being in a different place. And what's there in distance when we know true love resides in our heart. People who really want you would stick on you wherever you be, whatever the situation be. I am lucky enough to have a bunch of such people in my life, whom I can count on when I say "they won't leave me".
From then I feel excited about this new phase of my life and I m enjoying every single bit of it. Once these would be added as experience and memories in my diary. That time I should have a ton of memories to pen down and I don't want to stare at myself thinking, what I was doing all those years there.
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